Giving Thanks

Well its thanksgiving morning and im up right breathing in and out so thats the first thing to be thankful for. I have really struggled over the last month with not finding that "right one" and being able to start a family. I have had several friends give birth to beautiful children and many get in engaged. Its so easy to ask; whats wrong with me, why not me, what do I do that is so wrong? Having faith is a struggle for me! Right now I truly believe that God has omitted the whole fairy tale life for me ie husband, and children. After a deep long discussion with my roomie Quenna, (who is in the same boat that im in) it became clear that I have sooooo much to be thankful for. I received a quazi promotion at work that will hopefully be permanent with in the year. With that, God put me with the best group of people at the PD to start with, I will learn so much from the people I work along side of! I own my own home that I have not missed a payment on, I am healthy, I have a job, an AMAZING FAMLIY, and great friends. A friend of mine, her little boy went to the doctor last thursday with what they thought was a bad sinus infection, well..... it was a brain tumor that was making him very sick! He had surgery on Tuesday and hopefully the doctors were able to remove it! Im gonna pray for faith to trust that God is helping me avoid a lot of uneccesary situations by delaying my time! He has shown me situations daily that I could be in, however I have been blessed with the talent and opportunity to learn from others mistakes and success!